I hate my days off

Mon, 08 May 2006 18:40:58 GMT

Okay so I haven't written anything in a while. Can I just say that I hate my days off!! I feel so overwhelmed my house is a mess and then I get resentful because most of the time I am not the one making all the mess and yet I seem to be the only one cleaning it ahhhhh! Its super messy this time because Tony and Arcely went camping and then like a jack ass he didn't unload the truck when he got home so it stayed in a extra night that it happened to rain a whole bunch and ALL the blankets and Arcely's mattress were soaking wet. So my living room is full of stinky wet smoky smelling (from the campfire) blankets pillows and a mattress....yeah for me.

On another note Las Vegas is less than a month away!!! Oh man I cannot wait. I am trying really hard to exercise everyday and eat a little better so that at least I will feel better about myself, even if I still don't fit into anything cute.

Ahh the freaking internet I should be cleaning my house and doing loads of laundry but no I am sitting here instead fucking off and making my anxiety worse.

Work is going good. We finally caught up to where we are supposed to be for month, hopefully we will stay that way. I was trying to get the back cleaned up and I still have not gotten that done so that is for sure something that I need to complete by the end of this week. I want to get everything done as smoothly as possible for inventory. I am dreading the results of that we have had a ton of shrinkage this time around. I blame myself for being a counter sheriff, if the girls see me doing it then they think it is okay for them. And that is probably the number one detterent (spelling?) is being out on the floor fronting and facing and being around so make them know that we are watching them.

Ya know probably no one will read this? But it kinda feels good anyways to jot down some of the things that are going on of course there are a ton more things that I could talk about but just in case someone might see it that's not supposed to I shouldn't. That could be bad. Okay enough diddle daddling I need to get this house clean.

I hate it when I cant sleep

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 07:58:06 GMT

Okay so I have a day off tomorrow but really I want to go to work..... can you say workaholic? I really need to get a freaken life. I am sitting here in front of my computer duh! And my daughter is next to me at the table playing with her Dora the Explorer toys and it is so funny to here her acting her toys out! "Oh no Dora where is she?" "Her is hurt? Mommy you kiss it?" I love that kid. I am so putting her in acting class she has got it down! watch out Hollywood you haven't seen Arcely yet!! Ahh so so far the christmas rush has been a little slow aside from the million boxes of shipment that we keep getting EVERY DAY! Did I mention that my daughter reeks of Kadoo soap? Yeah ten minutes ago I am sitting at the computer and I wonder hummm Arcely is being really quiet what could she be up to? Well sure enough she was in the bathroom (which is right by the computer room by the way) I look out the door of the computer room and I see soap flying in the air landing on the bathroom door, so I get up and peek my head around the corner and she is soaked in soap in her hair, in her eyes, on her pajamas, Every where!! So I look at her and she gives me this shit eating grin like look mommy isn't this fun and I do every thing I can to not smile back and crack up laughing! I spank her and walk her to her room she looks at me like I am crazy and with a little confusion I shut the door and tell her she knows better. I tell you that kid keeps me on my toes. She LOVES to get into things. All right its getting late and even though I would like to sleep my whole day away tomorrow I have a two year old and that just wont happen well I guess that's it for tonight!!

cholabean

I hate my days off

I hate it when I cant sleep